Archive for March, 2008

ugh. please. help me GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD. i am gonna stay for as long as i can stay.. and do whatever i can do for now.. i somehow am amazed how im not on probation right now seriously, like when i take this quizzes and have NO idea what they’re on about and find myself guessing right, [...]


I LOVE YOU!!!!

25Mar08

things she needs to be a better person
humility
humor
fun
color
relaxation
openness
smileyness
sillyness
interestingness
GOD GOD GOD
what would JESUS DO? and then go forth and be merry. he would say forgive yourself. its okay.  love you, love yourself. you’re humannnnnnnn GET OVER IT! things she wishes for
an A on the next exam and quiz
to care more about trying.. and not just to [...]


i love me

24Mar08

if i cant love me then no one will love me.. so i have to deal with this like an adult. GET OVER YOURSELF. things i have to do
1. pharm
2. theory
3. quiz
4. article


seriously.. the other prof cant give lectures…his are conversational and connecting. he actually puts it in his own words, is objective, and is fucking realistic and clear.. the other prof just reads off the page and talks like a machine and gets lost in details.. its not brief, short and straight forward. i like the [...]


20Mar08

this stupid test is WRONG! but if i get the ESFJ i thihnk thats my profs personality. the caregiver. @_@


20Mar08

everyone in my class really wants to be a nurse… i mean, my prof really has a nursing personality. it’s scary. he’s so caring and genuine and he always talks about his family.. he cried when his mother died.. like.. that’s so sweet. who does that? seriously! i dont even get why he isn’t married? [...]


clinicals tomorrow… headache. fuck it. fuck fuck FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the stupid guy does the project the night before. i was like, u didnt sleep last night huh!? and i like ran to him. i was like, WOhoa, blast back to hs! wtf. haha. how come i cant be as easy going as these people?? THIS [...]


im so dead

18Mar08

today is dead day. didnt even get the charts right. slowest person in class and messiest paper. still do not get IVPB. quiz tomorrow. article i cant find. i was so stiff today. maybe because of lack of sleep. fuck pharm. and its definitions. i hate you! my prof was all negative today about being [...]


17Mar08

im obssessing about what i said wrong and my prof overhearing me. it makes me sad i cant control my mouth. fuck i have so much studying to do. and its 9:30 and i know im gonna fail theory cuz i havent put the hrs in.


palm sunday

17Mar08

see this fri is gonna be good friday. omg. i thought i ate meat and whatever. sigh. why is the whole world so much fucking smarter than me!!! WHY!!! i feel so slow and dead. okay so i have to study for pharm, then catch up tom on the edema quizzes, and then i have [...]