Archive for April, 2008

im relaxing. this is bad. i only studied 3 hrs today. wtf. i couldve studied SIX MORE!! omfg………….. i have to study at least three more HOURS TO HIT THE Mark.


wtf.


when u’re younger.. all u wanna do is be better than other people, and think you’re better than others.. smarter than you, more skilled, better looking, ugh, survival of the fittest. when everyone got into the same nursing school.. and obviously some ppl are better in some ways i’m not and im better in some [...]


god i really need your help right now…seriously, i wish u could clear my MIND and i wouldnt think all these terrible thoughts about the ppl i work with. i want to be inspired, thinking that we’re working SOOO HARD and we’re gonna be GOOD NURSES!! and we’re gonna make the world a BETTER place [...]


good lord, i need some help here. my body cannot take this shit. i feel chest pain, cannot even think or funciton and when ppl talk to me i cannot even understand them and have no empathy because im struggling.. ugrgh.. . iahve the hardest fucking topic i think.. diabetes. what the fuck waas i [...]


eh

25Apr08

i cant think right now. i spent the last 10 hrs studying. like seriouso. but i wanna listen to the tapes which is another 4 hrs, so that aint happening cuz i wont be awake enough to take that exam. but anyyyyyhott, i still ahve to do a HUGEEEEEEE nutri/elim review right now, like cumulative. [...]


i was looking thru this insiders book about alaska… really awesome, i would love to go fishing on the ice, and stand up on top of those mountains, and see those green forrests…and look at the world below me forever… i’d take one of my lovers, if i ever found one, and we’d just cuddle up and do nothing under [...]


 
so i havent studied that much today. i woke up late, and hardly studied, and whined the whole day practically. i have to get my ass in to gear. seriouso… i just wanna cry and sit here, but then life goes on and i have to do shit.. i just imagine myself as that little [...]


my life

17Apr08

im tired. my body is digesting the steak i had from sizzler. now i cant even move or function. i dont feel like studying.. but when my parents get home im heading straight for the lib.. in spite of what i’ve studied, i feel like im still not prepared.. OH SHIT. i dont know, ive [...]


15Apr08

i dont know what to do but im doing whatever i can.