Archive for May, 2008

31May08

i feel strangely calm……. i think im just gonna study for the tests the day before.. i donno when ill have time to review for my final.. today i plan to do a lil pharm and gerd.. and tomorrow i plan to study gerd, for the entire finals, and some pharm again.. sunday is all [...]


31May08

i feel strangely calm……. i think im just gonna study for the tests the day before.. i.e. my final, looks like im gonna only be studying a day for my final..because each day i ahve some stupid shit to study for. -_-


30May08

i hope i pass. please God. get me through first semester. please.


29May08

ive relaxed since highschool. i remember all nighters, weekends filled, and all these social activities i used to do… i havent done anything. its like, the achieving streak wasnt in me, i just followed what other ppl in my class did.. le sigh. i wish i was smart again…


29May08

i cant think……………… in a few years, i am going to be out of school.. just hte possibility of never having to study this much ever again is like… the number one motivator of why i have to pass FIRST SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! help help. im using all my gel pens because im never going to use [...]


i have so much to do nd im not exaggerating.
shit to do
study for pharm quiz
read ulcer shit
study for theory exam
pharm final
theory final.. thats the priority.. and read for COPD. thats the last thing im worried about, but most worried about because its 50 pages and its worth 1/5 of the exam, and in that one [...]


i dont talk anymore……….. not today at least. my fucking personality is annoying me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have lost in touch with asserting myself… was i ever even assertive.. so that doesnt count…… i dont like shoving people around. like why?????? ill get to where im going without telling ppl what to do!
i havent laughed with emotion in [...]


26May08

today is a shitty day and i didnt even leave the house…. wtf.


today.. omg. today was so dead. i cant believe how boring it mofo was.. there was so much action this week, with people dying in the hospital etc. and now.. we have to sit in class. and listen to my prof lecture about crap…and everyone wanted to go home and i didnt even turn in [...]


now i must become a gladiator. ;/