Archive for June, 2008

i saw wall-e. i’m so happy. it was such a light hearted film.. funniest part, when all the fat people started rolling off their chairs.. AHAHHA. that was so cute. i also liked the little cleaning robot… what else.. hmm.. oh yeah, i loved the pretty space scenes… the theater was full of little kids [...]


or.. i’ve always had this problem and never fully realized i have had trouble… i dont know why i cannot open myself to people.. i hsould be more BOLD, get hurt, fuck it, i want to say FUCK IT, why the heck not!???????? the world can know all my emotions, its all on the table, you want me [...]


time flies

25Jun08

time flies i cant believe it. i stare sadly at my body and fear how its gonna wilt and die in a few years. hopefully i age ‘gracefully.’ i have been.. microwaving a lot, does that count as cooking? haha.. and reading hasnt held my interest as it used to.. balh. ughm, i plan to [...]


shop..yes, thats all i did today. in the hot scorching heat. i had this nice cheesy pretezel thing.. i shouldve taken a picture of it. it tasted grand.. and it was sooo bad for my health. it was oozing with oil and butter and cheese and it was soo hot and warm … and the [...]


i am going to be broke if this keeps up.. sigh. i keep sucking off my parents. what the hell. i need to get a job. .except i dont want one because ti will make summer go faster.. i already spent money yesterday buying tickets to anime expo. ugh. im reading, except the book im [...]


21Jun08

i spent 20 dollars on japanese food today.. sigh. i had  katsudon thing again and then had white and crunchy rolls.


12Jun08

i dont know what to do this summer. wtf. i guess ill just go to summer school…. and learn how to drive freeway.


god has mofo good to me. thats all i gotta say.. why WHY WHY!??????? why must you grant me such treasures?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it.. i studied 16 hrs in one day.. uh hugh. 10am to 4am at night.. i wasnt even tired at 4am, i couldve went another 1 or two and took my [...]


lets just get this stupid final OVER WITH!!!!!! why cant we just all pass and be merry! i fucking hate finals. i hate it when profs make all these stupid questions with insignficant details just to throw us off and make the tests harder.. i just wanna know whats relevant and thats gonna help me [...]


i feel like time is passing me and nothing is being absorbed.. it’s not that i’m lazy. my brain just can absorb this shit that fast.. and it needs to.. because i only have three days to cram for my finals… its quite impossible, ive talked to several other ppl and they’re all panicking like me… i cant even believe im [...]