Archive for September, 2008
ughm.
im on more pills, more sick, and more depressed now than i was before i was in RN SCHOOL. the irony.. but…..
i’m stronger than yesterday….
um, yeah.
79% baby.
thanks GOD!!!!
now i just have to bump up my total average which is a D.. to a C!
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but when faced with the reality of who you are, its a cold shock of realization. i am 20 years old. i am 20 years old. i am me. when i took off my glasses and my hair from my ponytail and saw the soft skin on my face, my large tender eyes, and my expressive face, [...]
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cry!
i wanted to cry until i lost weight from crying… seriously… and yeah why the hell am i writing about this? it was just everything that happened. being tired, seeing sick people, not doing anything i want to do but constantly studying. it was just like my life didnt belong to me…
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you’re the only person
i think about that keeps me happy… maybe if i hope somemore, you’ll like me.. maybe thats all i want. to hope. *yeah i’m reading that book again. ahhaha.
“want more than friendship. friensihp was too fallow.” iwanted something that had to start with you.
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rashes
i am itching all over. in fact i’m turning into my friend from hs, who used to always be scratching herself because she had eczema.
((((((((((( i hate scratching. now my legs look mosquito bitten and red and gross and no man will ever want to touch my skin…
will i die alone?
no. [...]
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i am so tired
i really am. i was eating lunch today and since i was so tired i teared up in the restaurant but that was kind of pathetic. i forgot my IV bag.. even though i left a note in my calender and put a post it by my lamp, i was running late this morning becasue [...]
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sad sigh
i’m turning into a clone…. i dont even NKOW what the fuck i’m doing anymore…. i feel like i’m automati. get good grades, be nice to people.. but i do feel like i’m contributing to society, and thats the main goal…
its just the fact that studying has become boring compared with the things i’m doing in real [...]
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i like being this way.. i feel like this is naturally me… but in academic wise, i’m losing there goes my rational… ugh. my main hope last term was to find someone to love, and all that stupid stuff.. and now i’m just like, not even thinking rationally about the consequences of my actions.. i [...]
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they’re so supportive
i really dont want to leave!! i like my clinical group.. so far everything has been okay.. and no mishaps…. no need for forgiveness or icky feelings… i feel like today breezed. everyday i judge by how i feel.. okay that’s not the way to live, but to live a life of principle, stoically, and [...]
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no repeat.. because il ike the ppl in my clinical group.. i’m already comfortable. i dont want to be with people i have never seen before… yeah……………. ugh……… that means HE gave my number to A, because A called me, and i only gave out my cell numero to HIM… whatever.
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