Archive for November, 2008

i might even fial this fucking semester and have to retake. could u imagine. im just trying to get this shit over with. but if i fail… i dont even want to know. i want to blame it on god, but here i am, 2 hrs went to waste and i still have a project [...]


hi

29Nov08

 
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- i’m fun
-i’m easy going
-i’m nice

THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- my height.
- being quiet
- being stupid sometimes lol

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
filipino, italian, spanish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-assault?
-disease/injury
-death?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
food
toilet
sleep

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
sweater
pj pants
underpants

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN [...]


i think in the future i’m going to be a workaholic. why? i feel like my life is going somewhere when i’m at work. have to say, i kind of like being around a lot of people all the time. it’s one of the things that takes me by surprise, that i’m not that shy [...]


blahbalhbalh. i’m pretty happy with me. if i could change things about me it would be weight loss, pluck brows, nice shaved legs (GROSS!) hair loss, higher stamina, loud deeper voice, and grow a few inches taller.  i could also use being more assertive and talkative. i should think AGGRESSIVE since my assertive is just [...]


this method has proved successful… consistently making those 79s by doing this method. ahhh. so i have tokeep doing this way. or tweak it to make it a 85!!! I NEEd that on the next exam.. and the final. so. get busy. rightt. i noticed theres a lot on this exam i had no clue [...]


again. urgh. not only that but i said iwanted to blow my brains out with a gun and was seriously quite pleased with that thought. i have never thought about killing myself.. but lately its just something that comes into my mind. my mom you’ll go to hell if you do that.. urgh. i’m not [...]


20Nov08

when i woke up this morning i already had a premonition it wouldnt be as i had planned. i always get these feelings about how days will turn out, like moods and then whoo, it actually turns out that way. and no they’re arent self fullfilling prophecies or something.. because i try to counter these [...]


it’s amazing. i feel really good right now and i cannot even explain why. it’s 12:40am and i feel terrific. wow i wish i could feel this good more often. i just feel closer with my clinical group….  now i dont want to forget today. today was full of good things.. even though there were [...]


I NEED TO FUCKING STUDY BUT I’M NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SPENT 2 HRS TAKING A NICE BREAK… WTF?
1 HR TAKING ANOTHER LONG BREAK?
THE LAST 1 HR WATCHING TV?
THATS LIKE 4 HRS OF TIME TAKING A STUPID BREAK!
MY STUPID SATURDAY IS GONE.
I WILL NEVER COMPETE WITH THAT BITCH! SHE’S GETTING AN A AND I HAVE A 73%!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD!!!!!!!!!!
my life [...]


i seriously let my body go. i want to have sex before i’m so ugly no one wants to see me anymore. :/