Archive for December, 2008

i think of it as not occupying matter, obviously. it could be even energy but then u would have to say u come from the sun because thats where most of our energy is from. … so the SUN has to be Gods big…center brain for our energy. but that sun will be exhauted in [...]


seriously. how did harry potter just become the thing all of a sudden, and rambo, and the princess diaries?  why isnt real life ever romanticized? you know our emotional responses to things are learned. if we were taught in schools, to enjoy real life then all of us would find being fat and ugly normal and it’s actually [...]


the next part that is weird… is how people just go day by day without needing to question these things, the beginning of time. how do people just seem okay to live life on autopilot? buying things because they’re fads for selfish reasons. like why dont people think deeply constantly? okay besides going to the [...]


not that i want todie early or anything.. which sucks because i once remember people who used to ask this question and then they would die. shudder. okay now i hear a weird ringing bell sound. sigh. i wish i could do something amazing, significant, like discover the cure for cancer, or find a lost [...]


why am i depressed? i have no clue. it can be a result of the weather… or the fact that i did absolutely nothing useful all day except go to the library and get some books. i got a faerie book, twilight, and an incest book. hahahaha. disturbing much?  i told myself i wouldn’t get [...]


i watched the movie “valkyrie,” with tom cruise. so i looked up crap about hitler as it turns out he wanted to be an artist. isn’t that something? i’m just painting with my new arcylics because if i sit around and do nothing i’m going to start feeling sorry for myself. it’s amazing how FAST [...]


i’m happy. today was a good day. saw my family. got gifts. had some chestnuts. balhbalhba. i’m happy.


09Dec08

It doesn’t matter how many times you fail. It doesn’t matter how many times you almost get it right. No one is going to know or care about your failures, and neither should you. All you have to do is learn from them and those around you because… All that matters in business is that [...]


09Dec08

Samuel Smiles:
It is a mistake to suppose that men succeed through success; they much oftener succeed through failures. Precept, study, advice, and example could never have taught them so well as failure has done.
Theodore Roosevelt:
It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the [...]


yeah…..

09Dec08

so i’m kind of bummed that my grade is so low and that i did bad on this test. i’ll feel bad today and then feel worse tomorrow when i find out that i did WORSe than i expected.. sigh..
when u’ve dug urself a hole, stop DIGGING. dumbass.
ive always hated myself for getting into the [...]