i can’t believe it’s already saturday

28Dec08

i watched the movie “valkyrie,” with tom cruise. so i looked up crap about hitler as it turns out he wanted to be an artist. isn’t that something? i’m just painting with my new arcylics because if i sit around and do nothing i’m going to start feeling sorry for myself. it’s amazing how FAST time can pass you by especially when you dont want it to… it’s already saturday, i thought it was friday. i haven’t done the stupid things i wanted to do.. like club, drink, socialize, museums, drive, get a job, get nclex books. i haven’t done a FRACTION of what i’m supposed to be doing. now i can’t add theater arts.. shit shit shit. why would i take such a useless class? so i can get some assertive/talking skills in me. i think if i go on stage i will get over my fear of talking to people. sue keeps fucking calling me. what the fuck. arghhhhhhhh. GO AWAY! oh nevermind she wants me to go to this retreat thing. i have nothing better to do from M-W so i guess i could go… hahaha. but urgh i’m too scared to call her back and get details. the worse that can happen? nothing am i just lazy? FUCK!