how does popularity work? « Mustbelove’s Weblog

how does popularity work?

30Dec08

seriously. how did harry potter just become the thing all of a sudden, and rambo, and the princess diaries? why isnt real life ever romanticized? you know our emotional responses to things are learned. if we were taught in schools, to enjoy real life then all of us would find being fat and ugly normal and it’s actually awesome (i.e. like ugly betty, hahaha but more relaistic) and that nerd fat white guys with hairy bellies are beautiful physically. (and it can be sexy. not to say that other people dont feel this way about fat white guys, but it would be cool if more people were less physical like that

or the other way around.. death is to be celebrated. i think thats true for vets, like, here in christian faith we mourn, but in some cultures, that’s supposedly awesome.

why cant people say, i want to work 30 hours shifts even if it makes me tired, i want to have taxes, i want to have bills. what if (i hate what if questions) but anyway, people were taught to enjoy things they normally wouldnt enjoy as young people so when they got there as adults it would be like no big freaking deal, and half the planet wouldnt think there was something wrong with them? ahhaha.

i’m always curious how people set up the criteria for school children.. yea psychs did a bunch of tests and supposedly children develop and know diferent things at different ages.. i guess thats how it goes. life is built in steps. its not just some RANDOM occurance then right? i mean a acorn, to tree, to death. there is a sequence to things and its almost linear the way life works.but i’m sure there are exceptions but general is young to old, alhbalh. means life cant be random senseless meanginless… well even electrons travel in these circles…like isnt that WEIRD how bodies seem so mechanical? like God really did build us like machines… there is this general law to all life. in general things all fit according to the bible. i think. idontknow. there was a beginning and there was an end.. right?

we are animals…………………………………… we bleed.we give birth like rhinos in the ace ventura film. its disgusting messy but for some reason technology and white linen clean sheets tricks everyone into thinking we’re not bloody gross animals and we’re civilized. i am AMAZED how thin that line btw a civil human and a animal human can be crossed…ughm. yeah. so heres the weird part…

i should seriously take a fucking religion class. religion really makes me not question things…it puts me into obedient mode when i relaly shouldnt care what people think. when i hurt peoples feelings, i dont relaly hurt them that much, because feelings are just what, a response from your body because of some concept you have about someone and then thats that…. but everyday you walk around allowing yourself to run through this world because u’ve been taught, years of schooling how to behave, what works so you dont piss someone off, balhbalhb.