the next part that is weird… is how people just go day by day without needing to question these things, the beginning of time. how do people just seem okay to live life on autopilot? buying things because they’re fads for selfish reasons. like why dont people think deeply constantly? okay besides going to the bathroom, you dont have to think about that.. but what if you tried making involuntary responses from your body voluntary? like you know when people hold their breaths.. their body loses O2 and then the entire system malfunctions. i was staring at my hand today, just watching it move.. fine motor skills baby, that can write fondle, and ugh, caresss? or play on instruments…i wonder what the first word was. it was probably water, because thats the first thing u need.. no wait, AIR.. so thats how it worked. god up there decided taht heyh, theres going to be these basic elements.. urgh. i cant imagine god being a chemist.. sitting there and making names for everything. 2,000 years of people just deciding to name things. like bling bling. and apple. and acorn. trees. i find it all weird how we were once children, and we had all this shit taught to us, and you thought everything was absolute, and all that matter was to get from one day to the next, and then our brains became complex, because God wanted them to be complex i guess, and yeah, so now we’re like, oh shit we dont actually know everything thats out in the world, and there are still shit left unexplained, and you will just die, never knowing for sure where u’re going, why we’re here, but if you keep asking these questions, it wouldnt matter because all u really need is to eat, sleep, party, pleasure urself, until the apocalypse. or something. i dont know. thats how it plays out.
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